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Written @ Wednesday, August 04, 2010
I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody else...
But , surely I hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...
Do you know why,
At an early age,
we were taught,
how to do "open-close"?
So that,
When the right time comes...
We would know when to hold on..
and when to let go....
It's okay to hold on,
but you just gotta let it go...
it's not & never easy ,
to state a reason,
when you decided to leave your love....
Someone might think that it's just an excuse...
Some might not actually believe...
What they don't see...
is the fact that...
it hurts even more
to ask your love to stay by you...
When there isn't love anymore...
Never be sad for what it is over...
just be glad that it was once yours...
Why do we always chase the ones that runaway?
Sometimes...it's hard to accept,
the truth that,
your loved one had changed alot,
and forget the promises you made for him/her...
But....do you know what hurts the most?
It's when you want that person to be yours forever...
but its not what he/she wanted to happen...
Letting go dosen't always means "it's over
Breaking up wouldn't mean " i've had enough..."
instead... it's as good as saying...

"Go on. you deserve someone better..."

Sometimes ... the worst thing he/she could do...
Is to tell you that...
You can find someone better than him/her...

When at that moment...
all you want is her.....

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Written @ Wednesday, August 04, 2010

Hey peeps...
Today i'm posting for you, Jolene Chu...
Hey, thanks for talking to me today....
Thanks for knocking some sense into me....
Maybe, only you know how i felt...
cauz you're one case smilar to mine...
talking to you seems really enjoyable...
and at the same time...
you made me realise alot of things....
Thanks...
Oh yahhr... and thanks for yelling at me..
woah~ your voice very loud leiix u....
but yet, i appreciate it much....(;
Thank you, Thank You, & Thank you..(;

Written @ Tuesday, August 03, 2010
Hey readers...
here to post...
Today...
i didn't talk to her in class...
Today...
i didn't talk to her for the entire day,
only a text msg...
The only way i looked at her today,
was just from the corner of my eye..
Today. i guess someone from infront mistaken what i said...
I said to xiang ying...
"Aye! who say you can sit there one uh? uh?"
I meant "who say she can sit at 4B1 line...."
So please dont assume i was saying that xiangying cant sit beside her...
The way you looked at her after i spoken,
I saw it clearly dhey...
that's why i said those words just now...
can you catch the ball.?
It's pretty uncomfortable if you do this often yahhhr?
so.... please...
and i apologise if you heard wad i said this morning, during assembly...

Guess i'm falling sick soon....
cold, caugh, everthing is showing up...
arrgh~ stupid weather....
mom's going back to Malacca tomorrow..
gonna miss her for sure...
Guess i'll sleep pretty early tonight...
Drink lots of water alrights?
Love ya...

Written @ Monday, August 02, 2010
Hey.....
i'm here to post.....
A few moments ago, i was happily baking cake....

I was thinking of you, & baking the cake at the same time...
I was very happy...
till i came across your site...
My heart sank to the very bottom...
I couldn't define my feelings right now...
Jolene told me to let go of you, countless time...
But i knew i couldn't...
I'm a coward... i could hold it up. but i couldn't place it back down....
people may say that i'm stuborn...
I am... i really am...
but i'm used to being stuborn....
I'm used to feel you ...
in the place...right there , in my heart...
Quotes are indeed good quotes...
It hurts so much to see the one you love,
love someone else...
I, Tyler Rex...
Owned many things...
I have a wonderful family...
I have a bunch of wonderful friends...
I am not in financial problems...
I don't lack anything...
I can have so many things...
but i cant have you...
I can climb the highest mountain,
I can walk the longest route..
But nothing i can do...
to get you back...
i knw it's impossibe...
I know & I knew...
I fail exams...
I fail to an obidient child ...
I can fail in so any ways...
But.....the only way that i failed, that killed me...
I that,
I failed to keep you...
From the start, i lost to you...
halfway through i thought i won...
But i didn't...
Before everything has even begun...
I've already lost completely to you...

Written @ Sunday, August 01, 2010
You may be out of my sight,
But not out of my heart,
You may be out of my reach,
But not out of my mind...

A hug from me, means i need you...
A kiss from me, means i Love You..
A call from me, means i Miss You...

I miss the days......
When i found out that I Love You....

You know... it's been 5 months & 5 days... but in me..
Nothing has ever changed..
My love for you hasn't drop a single percent...
You are still you...
the one that I love...
the one that care...
the one that i desire...
the one... who could make me smile...
even the world's crashing down...

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Written @ Monday, July 26, 2010
All the stars up in the sky
And the leaves in the trees
All the broken bits that make you jump up
And grassy bits in between
All the matter in the world is how much I like you

It’s you I like,
It’s not the things you wear
It’s not the way you do your hair—
But it’s you I like.
The way you are right now,
The way down deep inside you—
Not the things that hide you,
Not your cosmestics—
They’re just beside you.
But it’s you I like—

Every part of you,
Your skin, your eyes, your feelings
Whether old or new.
I hope that you’ll remember
Even when you’re feeling blue
That it’s you I like,
It’s you yourself,
It’s you,
it’s you I like.

Sometimes when we're at the mall ,
and guys stare at you and make flirty faces ,
i just want to grab for your hand ..
But then i remember ,
We’re just friends . And only friends .


Out of so many people...
i found YOU

Written @ Sunday, July 25, 2010

I miss
Dear You
I miss the sound of your voice.
I miss our high-fives.
I miss feeling you stare at me.
I miss being conscious that you’re around.
I miss your eyes.
I miss your encouraging words.
I miss someone being there for me.
I miss your presence.
I miss your kindness.
I miss knowing you were there.
I miss pretending not to see you since I was nervous.
I miss your laugh.
I miss your fingers.
I miss your face..
I miss you, and everything about you.
I miss the chance to tell you I love you.
dear you, i think i hate you.
i hate that you’re so kind.
i hate that you’re so genuinely sweet & caring.
i hate that you’re such a good person, good & nice & human,
to your very core
i hate that you’re so perfect.
i hate that i love you so much
even if you weren’t gorgeous & you weren’t adorable,
i would love you just as much.
i hate that you care about me.
i hate that it’s gotten this far.
i hate that everyone knows.
i hate that you’re so honest.
i hate that you have no idea
i’m head-over-heels in love with you.
i hate that you’ve consumed my entire life,
that i can’t go more than a few hours without thinking of you.
i hate that i love you.
if i could spend every waking moment with you,
i would.
if i could spend every single penny i had on you,
i would.
if i could give you everything i owned,
i would.
if you wanted me to steal a car, rob a bank, even shoot a man…
i would.
if you wanted me to kill myself,
i would happily die in your arms this very moment.
i would kill everyone in the world twice over before i let any harm come to you.
& i wish i didn’t, but i love you more than anything.
I Miss You...

Written @ Saturday, July 24, 2010
Haiz....
Here to let you know....
Yahhr....
I Miss You.....alot....

Written @ Thursday, July 22, 2010

I love....
I love your beautiful smile.
I love the way you blush.
I love that you never give up.
I love how you dont give up on others
I love how i am when i'm with you.
I love how cute and gorgeous you are.
I love how you make me laugh so easily.
I love that we can be the crazy together.
I love the fact that you are such a beautiful and gorgeous girl.
I love how you get excited over shoes & clothes.
I love how we joke around.
I love how we have such amazing days together.
I love your random texts.
I love talking to you throughout the entire day at school.
I love how much you care for others.
I love how you accepted anyone for the person they are.
I love that you are a strong girl.
I love that you have so much love inside of you.
I love that you are there beside me when i'm down .
I love how sometimes toottoot you are.
I love that youre the most amazing girl in this world.
I love you are caring and kind.
I love that you are perfect in every way to me.
I love the way you dress.
I love how you react when i talk to you, in the cutest way ever.
I love how you still give me butterflies.
I love how you are my best friend.
I love that you can see past my flaws.
I love how you are always there for me.
I love how we met in such the weirdest place and now youre the biggest part of my life.
I love how we can share silly secrets and not be embarassed.
I love how you let me be there when you need someone.
I love how you confide in me when things are hard for you.
I love how you always tell me when your mum makes you angry..
I love baking & cooking with you during your f&n test.
I love the girl that you are.
I love everything about you and this list could go on forever and ever.
I love you , forever and always.


There's this thing that i want to say to you....
sorry darl....
sorry for bearing all my stupid attitudes...
When you kept those anger in you,
and even talk to me with that very calm voice...
When all i do....
was just keep on shouting at you...
today,
when i lay my head over at your shoulders..
my heart started to ache...
i remembered that you said i've been shouting at you for countless times...
i felt bad.. so bad...
looking at you everytime...
makes my day worth....
every seconds, your name appears before me.
every minute, you were in my thoughts ..
every hour , you made me miss you..
everyday, i won't let myself, not think about you..
everynight , when i lay my head down on my bed...
and this was when...
i saw...
everywhere was you....



Written @ Tuesday, July 20, 2010

I’d rather be laughing than crying.
I’d rather be making friends than making war.
I’d rather be happy everyday than sad.
I’d rather be a fighter than a loser.
I’d rather be me then be something that I’m not...
I shall not tear...
I shall not fear...
Stand strong!
No matter how hurt you can be, Tyler...
Listen! you shall not drop a tear...
be yourself...
you may be hurt emotionally...
but never let your emotions overtake you...
Yes, you're learning how to be strong...
I'll never fall because of you...
you ain't gonna make me fall..
taking away my precious ,
you simply tore me away...
bringing away my peers,
left me halfway dead...
but listen up ,
hear what i've gotta say...
I forgive you...
but i'll never ever forget you!
because... you ripped my heart apart...
by doing what you thing it's right...
You don't live for others to please you alright..
and for goodness sake...
don't say things which you don't fucking mean it!
never mention this word "friend" to me in future...
cauz you'll never make it there...
right up to the place of a friend...
You are just my classmate...
You were once important to me..
But it shall never be again!
It's funny how you can still fucking laugh ....
cauz .. that smile on your face...
triggers my fire..
but i've learnt to control...
There's a few times,
when my fist were tight...
That comes to a point i wish i could fight...
But never did I thought my oppent would be you...
I benefited myself by not flaring up at you..
cauz it won't get me anywhere...
You've won!
anybody else walks away from me...
you've won half the battle...
She walked out on me...
fuck you! You've won everything!


Written @ Monday, July 19, 2010

hey... yahhr.. it's me again!
i'm bored... but at the same time..
i'm feeling rather down...
can't believe that i didn't talk to you for 3 days already...
believe it?! 3 damn days!
this 3 damn days were seriously hard to pass...
wonder how many more days i have to pass slowly...
my engines down...
my happy mood's gone...
i felt that all of a sudden ,
i wanted to be so serious....
serious in myself...
serious in being able to see...
see things clear enough...
it's again another boring day tomorrow...
that i have to go to school again...
now... not only does studying sucks...
school sucks....
and everything sucks...
i wish i could just break free from all these shits!
i know that if these continues...
i'll be called ignorant...
then so be it...!
then i shall be ignorant then....
yahhr ..ignorant in your eyes..
ignprant piece of shit right!
whatever....she's right for everything ,yahhr?
yahhr... she cried , she won!
clap hands for her..
whatever.... yahhr... i'll never win you la...
continue.. continue to do whatever you want la..
listen here.! do all the kinda shits you want then!
Cauz it wil not get you anywhere!
So be it , if you guys were to hate me for being sucha bitch...
cauz i dun wish to care about this anymore!
hands tied, lips sealed...
i'm done with saying...
so i shall shut my fuck up(;