hey folks back from service....was feeling rather lethargic when pastor kong was preeching...my eyes was closing when every minute passes by...then when my eyes was about to shut,then the music started...then i was awake again...
~wore nice nice today to sevice....~
after service...
had talked with HuiZhen , Olivia, Ren fang & Wen Qi...
we talked about some private stuffs...
i promise you guys i will try my very best...
the moment i shook her hands...
my heart went cold , numb...
i didn't know wad to do...
the feeling of tat day wad has happened during the canteen talk after skool came back...
my whole body went numb and cold...
i felt my body giving way...i nearly blackout....
yeah~ i cried alot....
during conversation,
on the way home,
when i reach home...
but.....
hais....my mind is blank now...
i just want to sleep...
when Olivia , Isabelle and Huizhen told me about
Adam & Eve....
i actually had this thought in mind at first...
So wad if God made Adam & Eve...
its stil a guy & a girl....
what's the great deal about them?
then.....when HuiZhen say....
"you want to walk with God,
Then you cannot afford to do so..."
i thought it over again...
the moment i shook her hands.....
memories came bk like lightning bold...
all flashes thru my mind...
maybe it's God who is helping me ,
or giving me one last chance to see the memories....
today, during the offering ....
Pastor Kong told every single one of us to write 1 of our dream on the envelope...
i didn't write
i wrote other things instead....
you're once in my heart...
soooo very important...
but now....
you're still gonna be in my heart...
but you're my dearest friend that is gonna be in my heart...
but before i end here for this topic...
would you allow me to say 1 more time.....just for the last time...
I Love You....and I Miss You....
~Woooohoooo~
okkay thanks for allowing me to say that...
i feel much more lighter inside now....
Once upon a time,
you spin my head right round,
right round , when you go down ,
when you go down down....
Goodbye my past....my dearly past....
i'll miss you for sure.....
Stay happy & do rember to always
SMILE(+
Hello creatures!
