Hey folks..posting now... went Changi airport to have dinner with joy!
had popeyes...not bad...
fuck life? or fuck love?
i've started to be dumb... ever since.....
if i could.. i will bash myself till i lose my memory.
i'm always admitting the same things..over & over again...
eeeek..i'm that ghost myself..
popeyes...GOSH! dohno hw many calories i ate WTF!!
i hope yoou liked it... smile (:
If i had never met you..
I wouldn't like you...
If i had never liked you..
I would have never loved you..
.If had never loved you...
I'd never miss you..
But, i did, i do and i will...
Love can be magic,
but,magic sometimes..
can just be an illusion...
True love, is when you shed a tear...
and still want her...
it's when she ignores you...
and you still love her..
It's when she loves another,
but you still smile and say..
"i'm happy for you."
when all you really do is cry & cry...
A thousand words can't bring you back...
i know because i've tried..
Neither could a thouand tears ,
i know because i cried...
You left behind a broken heart,
and happy memories too..
BUt i never wanted memories..
i only wanted you..
I can forget the tears & hurt you put me through..
buti can' t forget...
the laughs and speacial tymes...
i shared with you...
i thought all the hurting was done..
then, i took one glance at you..
and realized....
it has just begun...
I think of you in silence,
i often speak your name..
al i have left are memories..
and a heart around your name..
my heart aches with sadness..
and all my tears will flow...
but what it meant to lose you..
no one will ever know...
Sometimes...at night i think about me & you...
i think of the great days we had..
before you said we were through...
i wish there were a way,
i could go back in time..
to hold you in my arms...
as if you wre still mine..
To my once bby...read this!
when you said,
"let's break up!"
my heart stopped to beat at that very moment...
and then tears started to drop all over my face...
if i only knew....that it was the last time spending time with you..
i should have never let you go..
i know you're gone...
i hope that you're happy now..
it hurts to know that you have given up on me...
i dohno why i can't move on.
Honestly i don't want to let you go...
because i love you so...
but, don't worry...
one day, i'm going to be my old me..
it's hard to forget about our past..
ONe day, i'll be able to move on..
but you'll always be part of me...
it's time to set myself free...
this is the hardest thing i'll do..
because i realyy love you...
As much as i love you...
i have to say goodbye,
because...i know that you would be happier..
if i let you go...
FIrst of all i'm sorry..
i'm sorry if i mad you cry....
i'm sorry if tears fell from your eyes..
but remember for every tears that fell from your eyes...
two fell from mine..
"the truth is ..you can rip my heart out,
throw it to the ground...
then i'd pick it up...
dust it off...and give it back to you!"
When you're hurt....
I was in pain..
That's when i started to realize..
that i have to change...
I started to think of things to make you happy..
I started to fold the stars...for all the days we've spend together..
Do you know that i've learned a piano song for you?
when i'm lonely...
i'm playing it all the time..Imagining you staying next to me smiling...
Thank you for being my lover & bestfriend..
Thank you for the hapiness and memories we've shared..
I want to thank you,
for giving me the best of my life..
I just wana tell you this..
I don't regret any moments at all..
if for every single time you make me smile...
i would pick a star from above..
i would have the whole sky in my hands..
the only reason why i hold onto memories so tight....
is because memories are the only thing...that won't change ,
when everything else does..
if i could give you one thing in life..
i would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes..
only then you would realize..
how speacial you are to me..
i know that you're a great person...
i can;t make you love me, miss me,
all i can do is to hope that,
someday..you will...
maybe for the last time..
Saranghaeyo...tats means..
I LOVE YOU! 我爱你！
Hello creatures!
