hey peeps...
just finished social studies drawing & colouring....
hmmm...okkay it was quite okkay....
mom went Malacca this morning....
will be back by tomorrow night...
mommy i miss you la...
hey! my left eyes have been twitching non stop
for the oast few days alr....wonder wad happened....
issit a bad sign? or something's wrong with my eyes?
hmmm...nvm....i'll see hw long it's gonna twitch.....hmpf...

okkay...peeps...let's talk about the topic of.....
HAPPINESS!!!!

Love is when the other person’s happiness is more important than your own.

We search for happiness in so many other places when in reality is starts within ourselves.
We challenge our lives by trying with all that we are to find the things that make us happy. Materialistic things or even some times certain people.
We shove them into the void within us that we think needs to be filled by others.
We lose the fact that true happiness starts within ourselves…
It starts with excepting who we are & loving every bit of it…
Its so true when people say “how can you love someone else when you dont even love yourself?”
That statement speaks so loudly to me because each and every fulfillment should begin with ourselves.
Then slowly flow onto who ever happens to appear in our lives placed by god.
Instead we skip the most important part which is loving OURSELVES,
being complete all by ourselves and not looking for other things/people to bring us joy.
I mean why cant we be the core to all our happiness?
Where when people walk out on us we wont break down,
when things dont go the way we planned we dont fall apart.
The reality of it is that those things will affect us,
but by loving ourselves first we can bare the uncontrollable struggles
that we go through every day.
With each person that we let fill our void we lose pieces of us.
Our self worth, self esteem(whether you believe so or not),
our structure, our foundation of true happiness…
We hold the power in our hands to be completely fulfilled and happy.
If we can achieve being happy with out anyone to make us feel that way,
then we have found what others spend there whole life searching for....

I sometimes wonder why is it that life can be so confusing and yet so understanding?
That every day of our life,
we wake up and manage to live for tomorrow
and still make goals and dream of what is yet to come.
Most of our days we spend crying and complaining
and we just want to give up and sometimes lose hope,
faith, and don’t believe in God our creator,
the one who can heal your heart;
the one who shows you your path,
the God who makes tomorrow for you,
gives you joy and happiness,
holds your hand,
picks you up when your soul is down,
when you feel like the world is against you.
Why can’t we just let him take control of our life?
Because after all,
he’s the one who created us,
he’s the one who knows who we are and where we are going.
Life, sometimes, I wonder.