i love being with you,even though you’d rather be with someone else than me. i don’t think i’ll ever get over you, no matter how many times i tell myself i am. i don’t know what i see in you.and i know you see nothing in me.i know you’ll never love me the way i love you, and i’ll have to hide it from you forever on. everytime i see you, a pain shoots through me.that scar lying permanently on me is a daily reminder of how painfully i love you.yet with each day,i still hope and pray that you’ll treat me as sweetly as you treat those others.I love you
deeper than I can swim
feel my lungs caving in
nobody’s saving me now
I love you
stronger than I can hold
worth more than dying for
nobody’s saving me now
You’re
so much better than I deserve
more than these stupid words
page after page scribbled down
I’m
going crazy
so crazy
And
nobody’s saving me now When I’m annoyed. I’m pissed.I’m irritated. I’m confused. I’m angry. I’m clueless.I don’t know what to do,so I cry. I’m in a bad mood.& Suddenly, the moment I talk to you,I’m nothing but happy.Right when you talk to me,a smile just pops on my face without any hesitationi don’t think you realize how difficult this is for me.there’s things i can’t say, because i’m scared i’m going to hurt you. that’s the last thing i would ever want to do.i just wish it was easier for you to understand that i only ever question things because i’m terrified of losing youIt sucks, but I know has to be this way. We can’t seem to get along recently,so we need some time apart.I wish we could skip this and just talk again,but that would never work.I just gotta face this and go through with it. I’m scared as hell that I’m never gonna talk to her again after this, but it’s time for me to stop hiding from my fears and just take the dive.This needs to be done. And we’ll reconnect. I know we will. I just hope it doesn’t take forever…I need to make some changes with my life. I need to find myself, and I think you need to as well. I hope you find what you’re looking for, dear. You’ll be happy, in the end. I know you will...“I’d rather have a day with you than a lifetime with someone else.”I’m sorry for the times you cried,
and the loneliness you felt inside.
I’m sorry for the way things were,
and the selfishness that you endured.
I’m sorry for the nights we lost,
and the deep pain it must have cost.
I’m sorry for the love you missed;
losing you helped me realize this.
I’m sorry I wasn’t there to show,
the deepest love you’ll ever know.
I’m sorry for the empty days,
and the stresses that you still yet pay.
I’m sorry for the way I left;
I’ve never felt so much regret.
I’m sorry for the heart I broke,
that shattered with the words I spoke.
I’m sorry for the empty space,
that lay beside you in my place.
I’m sorry for the empty arms;
you fell into when times were hard.
I’m sorry for the days that passed,
I’m sorry it took so long to vow,
to love you forever here and now.
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