hey peeps...
just back home after church & eileen's birthday...
church was awesome today...
visualised alot today...
cried alot ....
thought alot...
hmmm...
saw you today.....
i was happy, satisfied & contented...
today you were double gorgeous....
went eileen's bbq...
drank half cup of Vodka mix with orange...
then dohno why go abit crazy...
hais.....
i miss you again....
it's like only 1hr & 48 mins that has passed...
today... i'm kinda emotional...
i find myself at my wits end.....
i dohno wad to do....
whichever step i take triggers the memories in my mind...
you forgot the memories...
but i never....
i dunwan to forget...
NO I DON'T WANT TO!!!
Arggggghhhhhh~~~~
i dohno why soo many ppl say i look firece...
guess i have to change my face abit...
haahahaaa
yeah~ my attitude really sucks to the max!
i wish i can cool down ....
i wish i can tolerate....
i wish i can get hold of myself...
its been 1 month & 22 days...
i've been trying to get over you...
whichever method i use....
nah...it won't work...
obviously it won't work...
cauz i dun wan to...
ahhhhhh i'm foolish...
big
big big foolish one....its my
first time loving someone
so deeply..i wonder why...
i dohno why i get so worked up for little things....
ahhhhhhh...forget it...
my mind is in a mess now...
i want go sleep first....
i wanna dream.....
i'll update tomorrow... cauz i cant think & blog properly now...
post till here....
bye folks...
&
goodnight my love...my dearest~
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