hmm....see now i have to update my blog....
because of some PIG!!!
haha..sorry la....not pig la...okkay?

hmm...maybe things just dwell in your mind...
stop thinking and hanging silly girl...
i know i don't have the right to say the above sentence,
because i myself , failed to do so....
but....i want you to know....
you are the BEST OF THE BEST GIRL ,
i have ever seen...
you tends to brighten up peoples life...including me...
let me tell you wad i feel about you....
i'll be frank....no doubts...
you're my sunshine.....(you know?? the sun??)
you tends to be the one who makes me smile when i think of you....
you are COMPLETELY PERFECTLY WONDERFUL....( don't say you're not...cauz i knw ure gonna say that...)
i'm not being a trumpet right here....
but tats wad i really think about you...
you know whenever you feel sad....
the earth just rotates in me like panasonic in the theme park...
so fast....so swift.....
the feeling of knowing that someone you care about,
is feeling sooo down inside...and yet...you cannot do anything..
IF .....IF I HAVE ONLY 1 WISH BEFORE THE END OF THE WORLD....
IT WOULD DEFINETLY BE....A BOTTLE OF DETTOL....
you want to know why?
because....how i wish....
i could scrub your mind till it is sparkling...
you may not know that you bring smile to certain people...
you are always thinking that you're soooo imperfect...
but ....the fact is...
You're more than being perfect to me...
you know ....
there's this one thing that has been dwelling in my mind for sooooo long..
that when every night i sleep....
i still can see the whole thing replaying & replaying it in my mind....
frankly speaking...
i can't forget the first time, i saw you cry....
it went Straight into my heart....
the kinda aching feeling...just minced my heart into pieces...
you'll never know how scary it is...
when everything just replays like a video ....
rewining....then play.....
stop..the fast forward....
aww... tats a horrible thing...
not only that.... remembering that i ran high n low the whole sp.....
looking for you....
is the HELL....
because that moment made me felt like loosing..
loosing someone.....so prescious to me....
you are indeed the BEST i've ever seen...
remember me telling you how pretty is being categorised when we're eating lunch @ mchdonalds?
you know why every single person you said pretty....i just shook my head and said it was just normal pretty....
i gave you 3 person that to me whom is gorgeous...
my mom...& jesseca....
but i never told you who the third person was...
because....the third person....
was YOU...

i find my life this year , is complete when i got to know you...
but it was just like a skit...being played...
we followed the lines....
but sumwhere around ...we lost the script....
sometimes....you need to hit that lowest point of being sad...
the point where you can't take it anymore..
and you completely lose yourself...
to finallly get back up on your feet...
again...
without fear...
there would be no accomplishment...
no testing...
of our limitations...

When everyone in your life says "NO" to you,
i want to be the one person,
who always say "YES!"

i'll remember the promise that i've made to you....
i'm not afraid of saying it right here..

I, Tyler Rex....
Promised to stay by you,
whe you needed someone most...
i'm willing to be your listening ear...
i'm willing to lend you my shoulder....
when you want to cry ,
don't worry.....i'll not push you to say thngs you dosen't want to say...
don't worry that i'll blabber shits....
cauz when you need someone who can be there 4 u when u r down n just wishes someone will listen n shut up...
i promise i'll sit there....you'll cry....and i'll do the listening...
its okay if you do not speak up....then i'll just hear you cry...
if you wish to hit something real hard...
remember.... don't hit the wall...
it might hurt your hand....
tell me when you need something to punch on...
i'll be your punching bag then....
when you needed someone to shout at...
i promise you i'll be there for you to shout at..
my limitations only opens to you...
others who shouts at me...haha...watch it...
remeber....to others...
promises are meant to be broken...
but...to me Tyler Rex....
~Promises are meant to be KEPT!!!~

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