Hey Peeps...Sorry hasn't been updating my Bloggie often...

This week is a long week though...

Exams...Exams...and ...Exams...

Hmm...

Things happened alot this week...

I feel that it's time i need to take a break...

Things happened from the start didn't change...

It was still the same person after all...

I didn't know it would feel so pain....

When i got to know the truth...

hehheh...

maybe it's time for me to be numb...

to feel neutral against anyone...

It's time for my feelings to take a step back..

i don't want to feel so much..

when all i feel will end up hurt...

so.... i rather it to be neutral...

I know i have a foul temper...

But..listen... i flare up only when it concerns about people i love,

&

people agitating me...

so people..please don't get me wrong if you see me flare up...

it might be other reasons...

Now, looking at you...

i don't know wether i should smile...

or should i cry?

so... i just act although i don't care...

yeah~ i know i suck at that...

but that's the only way for me to feel numb...

and ...

for another you...

i know what's forgive, my dear...

But trust me...

i'll never forget...

i'm not gonna hate you for causing all this shit...

But please...

don't do that the second time to anyone anymore...

because you'll never know how much sorrow you will bring to the person..

what if someone made you lose someone you really really love?

wana try the feeling?

nah...i'm not so bad afterall..

but...please please ...

take it as i beg you...

DON'T DO IT TO ANOTHER PERSON IN FUTURE

cauz you'll gonna REGRET

when the consequences is that...

you'll eventually lose your friend....

As i love Jesus...

I know He wants me to

forgive & forget...

but...frankly speaking...

i can only fufil one of them ...

and is to forgive...

BUT i'll NEVER forget...

the way you made me lose the one I love...

I can't promise if we'll be able to be like before..

but i promise i'll try....

You know... you made me lose the trust in you...

i don't promise if i will guard myself against you in future...

But i'll try not to....

Maybe... you try not to play with me first can?

cauz i will not play with you for the moment..

cauz the moment i see you...

arrgghh~

the anger is still there...

so...i've got to control myself first..

But no matter what...

you'll be my friend always...

this i promise you...

Seeing you reminds me of my ex- classmates...

not my clique'09..

but those in the class...

their knives are really sharp...

i hope your's are blunt...

Above is the graduation video i made last year..

although now i see... no more feeling le..

but afterall their still my friends for 4 years already...

gonna miss my cliqu'e'09 for sure,

when they graduate this year...

sadded~

So...

shall post till here...

i don't wish to think of you now...

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